bad thing inventory
Time for bullet points.
- I was really sick, almost delirious.
- Galleys stuff is happening, slowly. This is exciting.
- I stopped seeing someone I was seeing for a long time.
- Revising the other novel is making tears of blood come from my eyes. But I like it.
- I got angry at someone in line for a movie and grabbed his neck and someone pulled me off.
- A chubby person took all the furniture from our living room. How bad is it that when I'm angry at a fat person for something unrelated to their fatness, I repeatedly point out their fatness?
- She wouldn't even be pretty if she were thin.
- I bought so many books and they're sitting beside the bed, looking at me, like dogs, expecting me to read them.
- It's hard not to grab people by the neck when they're pushy.
- I stare at the ceiling a lot and feel full of rage.
- I received an amount of money that seemed to me tremendous, and already it is gone and I have less money than I did before.
- I went to an event where there were some people I really needed to talk to about something, and for some reason I didn't talk to them, and they left, and now I have to wait two weeks to get it over with. Fuck.
- Somebody I trust keeps telling me I'm a horrible person. It's true.
- Fires isn't going to be in many bookstores. People will have to already know it exists to buy it.
- My roommate got hit in the head and her scalp was stapled and she seemed to be in a lot of pain.
- It's cold.
- I want to strangle almost everything I see, including intangible things, like good judgment. I'm going to lure good judgment into a back room with friendly talk, then strangle it slow.