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hmmm.. well, its an aging procedure...
she's getting old...
means.......... she's gg.
so sad...
i better go prepare some stuff for her soon...
Sad,
Esther
3:24 PM
im very worried abt them...
k im not sure rearing pets are gd or not... cos its sometimes a torment...
when ya see something 'growing' on them, juz start thinking wats tat?
Happy's having some mole-liked stuff growing on the body... i touched it to see if its hurts...
no it did not... he's eating as per normal, fat and still active...
im not sure wats that...
my sis said perhaps its some extra muscles... yaya...
and Naughty, the white and elegant one...
lost quite some weight... became so small... used to be muscular and hyperactive...
she's cut down on her food... still running ard... sleeping more than usual...
her tail... yellowish all of a sudden... wats tat?
is it time for them?
it'll be 2yrs nx jan...
i'll lose 2 most precious thing in my life...
they came at the time when i most needed someone to perk me up...
they did a great job to perk me up...
my mum said they are my kids, my sibilings... haha...
they perk everyone up...
even Amber loves them so much...
although they do bite me, i see it as something closer...
they are communicating to me...
telling me their emotions...
animals do have emotions, up and down...
they know love...
whenever i gave them food, they'll jump ard... happily...
the both of them seems so familiar to me when the 1st time i saw them...
sometimes i juz wanna become a little hamster as well and cuddle with them... (well, a fat one!)
guess its gonna be so fun and smelly... haha...
juz hope when they are gone... they'll be up there looking upon me... wishing me well...
their ethereal spirit be with me... and their love lives within my heart and soul...
always rmb them as something special in my life... forever...
I love you, Happy & Naughty...
~Esther
11:59 AM
hee! guess better for all of ya eyes...
im gg thru some mental examination now...
and yes, im behaving weirdly recently... haha
however, dont worry... i wont forget frenz!!
today, jenny gave me some pointers on wat to really study for CIBM (Corporate id and brand mgt) this is the KILLER subject of all times... and Bradford had been getting all sorts of complaints from students even from the UK...
the textbk itself was so CHEeeeemmm... its not normal english... and i find tat its structured like bible.. haa... no exact answer to it at all and ya have to interpret it yaself... using simple english... i kept checking the dictionary for the 1st time... interesting book...
so i suggest to my sis to start reading the book now... haha...
tks to Prof John Balmer...
the fact tat its difficult to lecture and convey the meanings... and not easily grasped...
im feeling damn stressed up on the subject...
i even dreamt of the lecturer who taught me... how bad can it go?
i did a mindmap... linking up the various authors in the book...
ok, much clearer pic of it... at least saw some light ahead of me...
many lecturers have took on the module... but noone can actually properly deliver it...
cant blame... wait till ya look at the state of the book... and dont tell me 'actually its ok wat? nothing wrong' then i think ya muz be 1 big prob!
my book now is so colorful... kinda tattered state already!
ok... i'll pray for the best... i'll do more gd deeds...
ok anyone wanna read it? can lend ya huh after my exams!
hmmm... juz receive an sms regarding something really sad...
realised tat how much ya really have to cherish the ppl beside ya now...
~esther
5:52 PM
To me, dont think so...
maybe in the western side, they seem to exist...
however in the asian side, women are still being confronted with a lower status...
and yes, we have female CEOs...
there are still limtations to the no. of things to do...
as John Gray (Woman is from venus, Man is from Mars) stated,
Men like to hide in their caves to resolve problems themselves and not say it out...
Women tend to blurt it out loud in order to feel better however they dont solve the problems...
this tend to be true...
women still go thru the labor pain...
after marriage, men still think that women should be staying at hm at the end of the day... do house chores...
women cant be the ones sitting there drinking away... a kid waiting at hm...
Men can... and there's no doubt abt it...
Men do have much advantages to themselves in life... as they can think more logically...
Women juz whine... when the time can be used for the implementation of solving the problems...
Modern asian men always said, they now want a woman whom they can take them out to display, not only on the outter but also in terms of career, academics...
and modern men dont need to protect women anymore? cos women can now do better than them? or unless they can get someting in return?
i've met many... and thought... the outcome of many divorces were due to this mindset...
even for women... they are career minded now... they do things as and when...
all want to have their rights to do their things...
Men goes right, women goes left...
how can this be a compromise?
i met a woman... a lecturer, a biz herself, worked for many MNCs and now pursuing a PhD...
she's single... and tats gd... she has her mind of her own... packing her bags for her MBA in UK without notifying her family...
she told me, she's too smart for a guy... before the guy can do anytihng, she's thought of it...
and she has a more masculine side in terms of looks and the way she delivers herself...
so can we conclude that a masculine character can be more successful or do things better?
guess no matter wat, asians always have our values...
however women are not discriminated, just being 'steorotyped' to do some stuff...
yup... there are exceptions... but rarely...
~Esther
7:47 AM
hallucinating and talking to myself...
laughing and singing to myself...
mentally unstable...
so... can write anymore...
a pic speaks a thousand words
~Esther
5:29 PM
sorry couldnt make more entries...
under tremendous stress... im aiming for results... therefore not in a mood...
anyway, there's new vidz up... enjoy yaself here!
will be back in December!
ciaoz!
~Esther
8:19 AM
as usual, exams are here...
this sem, i learnt alot abt ppl's minds and characters...
how skeptical can i get?
yup... not everyone is wat i thou it is... not at all...
be careful... be very careful..........
i dont have much confidence for a module this sem...
its hell... guess practically the whole class has no idea wat it is...
its so difficult to comprehend... yea... read the textbk and ya'll know y............
so little info and up to ya imagination...
guess im gg to the temple to pray to Mr Confucius... and point out a route for me...
~Esther
9:14 AM
cant stop staring at it...
~Esther
8:19 PM
yea right... in my dreams...
watched APRIL SNOW with Beeling last night...
eh........ first qns... nice?
hmm... i would say it depends on individual... ppl who watches a movie in the aspect of ARTS... will find it good... cos the movie is all abt wat acting skills is all abt...
there arent many dialogues... juz expression the actors have to portray and ya go interpret it yaself...
ummm.... i confess i almost fell asleep... cos it was late at night... and i woke up early in the morn... ararggghhh.... no choice... no 7plus slots...
initially wanted to buy potato chips to eat... juz had the craving...
however, i read abt some critics abt the movie being very quiet... so i decided not to... later everyone will be disturbed by my crunching!! ha!
so... for the first time... we settled for Popcorn combo set!!
large popcorn, drink... and postcards for the movie... kk i admit my motive was the postcards! hee...
so... we begin crunching on those popcorn... talking... then the show starts... beeling took the popcorn and was 'shoving' it one by one... i was stoning, trying to concentrate on the movie...
after 20mins, beeling passed the popcorn to me.. 'eh ya turn!' haha! ok... i ate... then drink... i felt like popping liaoz... so the conclusion was... we only finished half packet...
and this morning, both of us woke up with bad stomachache... haa!
towards the end... i can see many ppl getting restless with the show... eeks!
think i could see plenty of REGRETS signs on their heads...
haiz... this is an ARTS film...
yes indeed... always watch korean movies using this mindset and ya wont feel ya $$$ wasted...
later, head back home and Concussion time...
im feeling kinda 'zombie' now... so tired... need to wake up early to do some preparations for the discussion later... for work... haiz...
~Esther
9:52 AM
