Heidi Berry
Pomegranate: An Anthology
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Rating: 7.8
To further my extensive research into human psychology, I recently altered my
body into that of a 28-year-old single white woman. After $9,000 dollars
worth of laser hair removal, the placement of 14 pounds of sculptor's putty,
and a substantial amount of almost-nude time in the changing rooms of Ann
Taylor and Neiman Marcus, I was ready to date the human male. I posted
lonely-hearts ads in Yahoo Personals, the Washington City Paper, and on the
telegraph poles of suburban Northern Virginia.
Within days I had three dates lined up. What a boost to my self-confidence!
The first was with Malcolm, a lobbyist for his own cause. His mission in life
is to persuade the U.S. Food and Drug Administration to include National
Bohemian beer in the food pyramid. Over dinner at a fashionable Italian
restaurant, Malcolm talked at length about the vitalizing properties of
"Natty Boh." If the cereal manufacturers of America (Malcolm has a special
loathing for the Archer Daniels Midland company) could get that pernicious,
leprechaun-flavored breakfast food included in the pyramid, sense would
surely prevail and the administration would find a place for National
Bohemian.
After one date with Malcolm, I realized that men have only one other thing
than sex on their minds. So, with his beery sermon still ringing in my
delicately lobed, ever-so-cute ear, I went out the following evening, with
great trepidation, to the grand opening of a wretchedly retro hamburger joint
with a greaseball prick named Kyle. He, too, was a lobbyist. Kyle was
passionate about D.C. statehood. He told me of the demonstrations he'd
participated in, and the letters he'd written to the UN Commission on Human
Rights.
His passion overflowed (as did my embarrassment) when he conducted
an impromptu straw poll of diners and returned a 99% percent approval rate
for his position. The dissenting voice was based on the opinion that any
city where you can't get true Chicago deep-dish pizza 24-7 deserves no
recognition or representation whatsoever. I think the only reason Kyle
didn't start a brawl then and there was out of consideration of how utterly
adorable I looked. (I bat my eyelids like a pro, you know.) I genuinely
considered allowing Kyle to reach second base that night, but recalled how
he'd manhandled his half-pounder with cheese and reconsidered. My silicon
implants couldn't likely withstand that much of a pounding.
It saddened me that I was approaching my third and final date. I so enjoyed
being a young, professional woman-- all the attention, all the beautiful
clothes, not having to adjust your sac every seven minutes-- these things
make being a woman very special. My third date was with not a lobbyist. In
fact, David Speke had little concern with the machinery of politics. He
lives, instead, in his own tragically romantic world. It's a world in which
Byron and Shelley, Isherwood and Auden stand at the grave of Wilfred Owen
and weep eternally for beautiful, doomed youths. Initially, I thought David
was so gay. Not that Circuit party, rippled-bod type of gym-queen, but
one of those literature gays-- one who knows the wiles of literatures'
beguiling females and the downward glances of callow, love-starved boys.
David had chosen an unremarkably decorated (another strike against my gay
supposition!) macrobiotic restaurant for our date. He recommended the roasted
red pepper and potato soup, and I must commend his choice. Over the course of
our long evening together, David introduced me to the music of Heidi Berry.
David dwelt on her years growing up in Boston, the daughter of a French
Canadian jazz-singing mother and an artist/actor father. David passed lightly
over Berry's relationship with ex-Loft (now Wisdom of Harry) guy Pete Astor.
I detected a polished jealousy. David reserved his most rapturous words for
Berry's early work, notably a track called "North Shore Train."
David told me that he'd first heard "North Shore Train" on a Creation Records
sampler called Doing for the Kids. Amid the Momus and Primal Scream
tracks, "North Shore Train" harkened back to the romantic poets David so
admired. But rather than a song of lost love, David described it as being a
song of beautiful despair and a delicate absence of hope. The song is about
a train ride from Salem to NYC and the rusted abandonment of the towns along
the coast of New England. With a string arrangement every bit as haunting as
Richard Kirby's on Nick Drake's "Way to Blue," Berry's elegantly limited
vocals give her lyrics an uncommon sensitivity and humanity. David told me
that he couldn't live if he could never hear this song again. For years,
"North Shore Train" had worked a mysterious glamour upon him. I understand
how he feels.
David also told me about other Heidi Berry songs and albums, and perceiving
that I was becoming more and more entranced, he gave me a small present: a
copy of Pomegranate, an anthology of Heidi Berry's songs. David moved
his chair to sit directly next to me, and I shuffled my chair as close to his
as was decent. I smelt the shampoo with which he'd washed his hair-- a scent
reminiscent of the heathery, wind-swept scent of the Yorkshire moors. Languid,
lovelorn sigh. David continued to point out the songs on Pomegranate
that were especially meaningful to him.
I noticed how David's lips flushed with adoration as he discussed Spartan
ballads such as "Washington Square" and "One-String Violin." He was unsure
about "Needle's Eye," a sinister tune in which Berry becomes possessed by a
pre-Raphaelite incarnation of Siouxsie Sioux. Candidly admitting to being
hardly a huge Bob Mould fan, he swooned at Berry's version of Hüsker Dü's
"Up in the Air." Berry's elegantly limited contralto contrasts sublimely with
a lyric about escape. David noted how Berry has made the most of her limited
range, just as Linda Thompson had done before her. I agreed, although I was
distracted by a comment he'd made about "Little Fox" being hewn from the same
rock as "North Shore Train"-- I dallied on this because he'd made such a big
deal about that song (and one I now realize was justified).
The only definite thing I concluded from my study of the human male is that
while I probably could have had room-wrecking great sex with that sweat-slob,
Kyle, I would have settled down with the dreamer David. Of course, I have no
plans to alter my sex or engage in a same-sex relationship right now. But
knowing that there are men out there who more than just appreciate the
beautiful melancholy of Heidi Berry makes me feel more comfortable about
being who I am and who I might choose to become.
-Paul Cooper